I work for a pharmaceutical firm as an assistant manager. I'd want to share some information with you. If you choose private counselling, you will have a shorter wait period and greater control over who you choose and what kind of treatment you receive. There are also numerous hotlines where you may simply talk to someone who will listen to you and will not condemn you. The conversation would be completely private. You can contact them if you don't feel comfortable speaking on the phone. Private Counselling West London is available from a variety of organisations.